Current Chaos

dangerbunny @ 2008-03-07T14:01:00

2008-03-07T19:12:34Z

Wow its been ages since i have posted, so what to say, I'm online a couple times a week and its seems like I read fuglyhorseoftheday, write a few quick emails and then run off again (ok so I also look at horses for sale and sigh) I wish we had internet at home.

Life here is good, Glenville is boring as hell, I think that WV would be AWESOME if it werent for
(1) the terrain
(2) the weather
(3) the people
oh well we will be moving back to the UP for the summer in mid May. I miss my friends and my horse.

I am doing really well though, lots of time to figure out what I want and what I'm doing, but it dosnet sound real exciting on paper, we have the cutest dog in the whole world named Sadie and she rocks, My betta fish that I got from wallyworld on Sat. died yesterday from a horrible fungus even though we drove back to walmart to get some fishy meds, I was sad he was really nifty.

so I'm wondering off
ta-ta

I write!

2007-12-12T20:48:01Z

Hey world, It was a sunny 74 fucking degrees yesterday, today its in the 40s and rainy, last wednesday/thursday it was snowing and in the 20s and then it rained tons all weekend, no wonder I keep getting sick with this damp bipolar weather.

in other news I want to be a cross between shirley manson and audrey hepburn, but you know in comfy clothes. and with more glitter.

I have been a mad crafter making x-mas stuff, we are beyond broke right now, what with the stupid prices on gas and traveling in the next two weeks from WV to Wisconsin, downstate Michigan and the UP and back to WV, I am so gonna hate driving.

So anyway we will be in da UP from the 26th to the 30th, it will be so nice to see people :)

anyway I need to get on with stuff,
Lovelove

I had shrimp fried rice for lunch

2007-11-29T19:56:39Z

You know I don't write much in here anymore, I guess I go in cycles with it, sometimes I really like to post alot, It makes it harder when I dont have internet at home and I'm online three times a week and I always have a couple emails to respond to and I have a deep need to look at horses for sale online, It's sick I know, I just can't help myself.

Anyway life is good, I have been spending tons of time here at the library, I'm in a book club and I voleenter shelving books and whatnot it's nice, makes me feel more useful. I have not been doing enough horse stuff or outside stuff really but I guess you can't have everything. My dog is really dumb. I have lots of time to work on myself and figure out exactly what I want to be doing which is really good and important but not so exciting to post about. Joe and I are doing really well. I have been fighting off strange random illness since the weather changed, I think its strep.

I want to be a crowgirl
but maybe I'll just settle for a being a bunny girl

We are going to Michigan for the Holidays, I am really happy to see people and my horse:)Its going to be fun.

I need to go home and clean *wrinkles nose*

love love

Hullo

2007-10-17T19:46:32Z

It has been a long time since I wrote anything, but I thought I would say hello *waves*

I am doing really well and would write more but must scamper off and research fun things to do in Washing D.C. because we are going there tomarrow for the weekend! hurrah zoo and museums!

ta for now

I feel like I should post

2007-04-24T23:52:15Z

so here i am!

i am well and joyful.

and never have enough time online, so right now i wave hello and scamper off.

so i am an adorable tweak.

2007-03-05T20:24:05Z

hanging at the coffee shop with my Mum and Rachel. I am housesitting for Heather and its been intresting having my own pack, cause there are her two and of course i brought Tonks.

yesterday I had a BAd DAY, I almost overdrew my bank account and had to dash up there this am and throw some borrowed money in so that my check for hay wouldnt bounce. but i got hay and hung out at heathers and tried to cut my dogs toe off, and he bled everywhere. I will never cut his toenails again. it was bad, he was super good for most of it and on his second to last toe he moved at just the wrong moment and i cut it to closer and he bled everywhere, like little fine spray when he stepped. i freaked out and tried to get bloodstop powder in town ended up driving home and getting some, by them he had stopped bleeding but it was scary. He is fine, not even tramitized, but i am. Erica came over to watch movies and helped mop the floor cause it squicked her out.

and this morning my horse lesson person didnt show and of course didnt bother to call and I have been watching movies, and doing laundry today.

but I am really working on staying happy, its a choice. it's hard not to get fixiated on whats wrong, the stuff thats not going right. but as its going you are. mostly I am working on changing old patterns, my teenage years were pretty awful, i was really sick for most of it, and now that i am a grownup i have power to change things and now i can take care of myself. But its hard not to get stuck were I was and fall back into the attitudes and feelings. so I am consuisly working on being joyful. and mostly getting it right.

anyhow hugs and love.

things that suck...

2007-02-20T01:07:04Z

I miss Joe, alot.

things that currently suck.
I miss Joe
my Heaters broken
I miss Joe
I'm kinda broke
I miss Joe
my little horse tried to poke her eye out
I miss Joe
I haveta go back to working all the time
I miss Joe
I have a headache and a fiberglass splinter
I miss Joe

so stuff is not really that bad, i just really miss Joe.

I dont feel like spell checking, so suffer, i'm lysdexic

2007-02-15T16:10:51Z

i cant believe its almost time to go home, I'm leaving on sunday, rolling into marquette around seven pm. and everyone is gonna have to put up with me missin my man. (yeah i know I'm lame, I got it bad)

last night was fun, we went out (How fucking weird is that, being v-day and all)(and i was ok with it!) and had beef and ice cream at the schools food place and saw a really cute Reduced Shakespeare type play, it was really fun, and then there was a five person impromtue conga line in the parking lot, i sang the tequila song, loudly. most people think I am a little strange sometimes, but Joe likes to be weird with me which is shiny.

it rained the other day and the rain turned to snow and now its all wintery again, strange weather.

i be sipping my chai and contemplating the mysteries of life, i really need to do yoga, i didnt yesterday, i got distrcated (imagine! me distracted) but i really need to stretch. and do soemthing outside like. and get dressed. and paint. and stop blathering on the internet. stupid inter net.

hugs and kisses

today is sleepy day.

2007-02-14T21:14:04Z

I am tired today and can't get warm, i read the most amazing book(the birth of venus by sarah dunant) and slept most of the morning, why? you might ask, because i can. I also spent a good deal of time contemplating creativity and its place in life, my subconuius is an intresting place.

I miss being home in some ways, i do not miss the snow, but i miss my family, friends and critters alot, I miss having work that is demanding of me even if its standing naked in front of people.
But I do want to stay here.
two weeks go by awfully fast

so enough conteplation i am going to stop drooling over BPAL and put on loud music and do yoga and paint.

love love

today...

2007-02-12T20:40:38Z

I tried to go to horsey school, got lost to many times to count, nearly got hit by a big truck, cried twice, got stuck in downtown Parkersburg with lots of traffic, went to a really nifty used bookstore, cuddled a huge orangey kitty, and came home.

now i am going to take a bath and read, most likely eat ice cream too.

all the news thats fit to print!

2007-02-08T19:18:38Z

I'm here!

Its weird being on vacation, like this morning i ate brea and crackers in bed and watched "Harold and Kumar go to white castle" i mean i'm supossed to be working my ass off right? i miss the dog and horses alot and i even miss standing around without my clothes on. I'm having alot of fun with Joe but when hes at work i get a bit bored sometimes but this is giving me mucho time to figure out what i want to do with my "career" and what direction i want to go with things. I'm gonna check out that horsey school on monday I think and this weekend Joe and I are heading off to Charleston which has nifty type things to do (musuems and the like)

my stupid baby horse tired to poke her eye out, well i got a call from lori and she said she has a cut eyelid, she dosent need stitches but it bled alot and dosnet look great. so shes staying in the barn and i gotta to call my mom and get her to pick up more bute to help with the inflammation, but really the only time she has ever gotten injured and i'm not there.

I'm heading off a cold right now by chugging massive amounts of tea, stupid forgien germs. we got snow up here yesterday and everyone was like "oh no its gonna be two to four" and i kept asking if the was feet or inches and they looked at me like i was a crazy upstart, which of course i am but seruiosly wah two whole inches of snow, poor babies.

I made bread,it turned out really crumbly, i decided i didnt like either of the recipes i had so i made my own up, but i didnt have all the ingredents i needed, so i was very random with it. it tasted good though, i'm gonna head out to the little teeny health foods store and pick some stuff up and have another go at it. yesterday i also listened to godmack really loud and figerpainted.

I like Joe.
alot.

anyhow i need to head out, the "health food store" is only open sporadically at best and i need xanthan gum.
so hugs and kisses Ruth

I'm here!

2007-02-05T14:49:07Z

and I like it, I like the area and I like my man, so this is good.

it is a bit odd not having anywhere i neeeeeeeeeeeed to be though. I think I am going to unpack a bit and then i will explore the infinite possiblities of who i am (meaning of course i will go off and have a adventure)

the trip went well, an unexpected layover in detriot but otherwise ok. and i'm here!!! :)

kisses!

dangerbunny @ 2007-01-29T19:39:00

2007-01-30T00:58:48Z

whenever i have time online i never feel like writing, to much busyness!

and i am leaving for wv on saturday ;)

and my birthday is on friday!!!!!!!!!! woot!

shocking no?

2007-01-23T00:31:43Z

Your results:
You are Inara Serra (Companion)

Inara Serra (Companion)		80%
Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic)		75%
Dr. Simon Tam (Ship Medic)		75%
Zoe Washburne (Second-in-command)		75%
Malcolm Reynolds (Captain)		70%
River (Stowaway)		70%
Derrial Book (Shepherd)		60%
Wash (Ship Pilot)		45%
Jayne Cobb (Mercenary)		40%
Alliance		35%
A Reaver (Cannibal)		15%

More than just a high paid escort.
A companion is well educated,
sophisticated and knows well
how to comfort others.

Click here to take the "Which Serenity character am I?" quiz...

I am a party monster...

2007-01-16T01:24:16Z

My tummy hurts, I think Emily's eggs hate me, I think all eggs that are not my Mom's eggs hate me.

I have been a nonstop party person the past two days, yesterday Erica and I had an all day hanging out watching Audrey Hepburn movie day (well we watched "Roman Holiday" and "Breakfast at Tiffanys") It was very faboulas, I also got to meet her cats and talk alot which was really fun. And today Emily came by and we went to walmart to get paintchips, went to the coffee shop and talked and worked on making her room beautyful. All in all lots of fun, and good for me, I like my friends.

Tomarrow I have my first day of training for the call center and going to Lori's. I also have my first day training a bratty pony, another paid gig :) so I will soon be rolling in the moola. I will have so much money I will not know what to do with it. this means any money really.

so anyway the computer crashed and livejournal rocks for saving my writing.

I wish it wasn't so cold.

xoxo

so hug me if you love me

2007-01-09T01:46:47Z

today was mostly, pretty good, this morning I hung out with my mum and Rachel. My mum pulled cards for me, i ate fresh bread and i had a lovely panicky half hour where i reliazed that i'm totally broke, out of dog food, out of hay and without a job lined up. so i put on Garbage really loud and cleaned those stupid fucking shelves that i have been avoiding and things got better.

happy me

2007-01-07T23:35:17Z

so the coffee shop is full of these fuckin annoying loud vapid people and i feel like an alien or some strange critter like a platypus or something, i would make a cute platypus. I just really dont fit in, duh i knew that.
so child find your tribe...

in other exciting news ERICA is back YAY! i like Erica.

I need a job. i don't want a job, but i desprately need a job for the purpose of money making. since there is snow and ice and its difficult to work horses and teach short people in blizzard, silly that. So basically i need something that is not increadibly shitty and depending on how excited my new employer may be about letting me have time off to travel i most likely will need several jobs so one from now until Febuary 3rd then i am going to WV for two weeks and then new job from the 18th till mid march then I will be gone for a week downstate then i may need to work till April or May, depending on weather. on the happy side i picked up a new horse client today, she said i came highly recommended and she was all into paying "whatever I charged" so come spring it will be raining crazy horse people.

I cleaned my house, talked on the phone way to much, played with my dog, ate pancakes and was generally happy. I need more human contact though, i neeeeeed to go play, otherwise i will get unsocialzed and savage.

this is me, I drive too fast, swear too much, laugh too loud, cry too easily. I am happy, passionate and vibrant, i push everything to its limit cause this is how i live, and my battle cry...
I am infinite and I will not apologize for who I am.

hello

2007-01-04T23:05:40Z

I am bronchitis girl, with the amazing power of coughing... alot...
go me!

the universes says "girl take care of yourself", and i say "oooooooook if you insist"
anyway needless to say i spent most of the day vegging out reading my mums astology books, isnt that what everyone does when they are sick.

so i am to intresting to update my livejournal
so blah blah blah.
Ruth

happy new year!

2007-01-03T01:15:26Z

I had an excellent new years party time beyond the cheddar curtain. it was fun. i will write more later.
love forever Ruth

I am well

2006-12-05T02:00:09Z

I am making my house beuatyful, it is a lot of work but really worthwhile today i took out the bench so i can put my bed where is was, Tonks helped, I spent a good amount of time with a crowbar listening to Rachels tapes on archetypal pschology
so i am going home now to sleep and perhaps dream.

I am back...

2006-11-28T00:43:10Z

So i am back from downstate, it was the funnest week ever, the zoo was awesome. I am very tired I did not get enough sleep all weekend.

now i am home, Dennis and I broke up, this is the news of the day. I am sad but feeling like this is the right choice for now, i need to be on my own.

so yeah, hug me

dangerbunny @ 2006-11-20T22:43:00

2006-11-21T02:43:53Z

so i am leaving tomarrow. going downstate for the first time ever! i'm riding down with Heather, staying with Joe and going to see Aarons winery. its going to be wicked fun and i'm going to the zoo!!! hurrah.

its shiny.

love Ruth

this is amusing too, i are lone wolfy

2006-11-21T02:32:51Z

Aloof and animalistic, you belong to the Gangrel Clan. Closely associated with werewolves, you are the shapeshifting vampire. You prefer nature than to live in the city and prefer the company of animals than of humans. You are more known to keep to yourself then to help others. You are the lone wolf of the decendents of Caine.

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

this is kinda nifty

2006-11-21T02:26:11Z

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

i think the univesrse is out to get me...

2006-11-11T21:26:51Z

its starting to look personal, i am still sick and have no energy, i came into town to list some jewelry on etsy but hey guess what? the sites down this weekend for cause they are revamping it. woot! lucky me. so i am still broke.

i also have this really nifty ezema on my face from eating way to much chocoalate, stupid allergies, its sexy and itchy.

so what now

i dont know.